Sunday, February 20, 2005
i've been thinking....
~ 2/20/2005 10:20:00 PM ~
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i've been thinking....
hahaz......dunno whether can read the font or not...if not i edit lorz....
anyways..it's a sunday night....2ml schooling wif chem test under way.....but juz to recap from fri...
After sch..i went to beach road to get my uniform completed by getting the shirt and beret.....cost me a bluddy 35 bucks....hahaz..no matter...at least it looks better than the green crap.....after tt went home to sew on the badges.....knn....can see the pricks on my fingers.....uniform a bit bloody..hahaz...summore it is white......but can wash la...
Was gonna meet the gang ltr at 6.15 to catch the 7pm show for Constantine since everyone wan to go home early...but as usual everyone dbl time so hav ta watch the 9:45 show...but b4 tt..everyone went to makan and arcade.....wun go much to details......the show was cool.....however i think i wld rather like the constantine tt was british like the comic it derived from ...." HELLBLAZER"...hahaz...not like the american counter-part played by keanu....
after movie was about midnite liaoz.....had to walk home even though had a few more buses we cld take....reach home about 1:20 am on sat morn..hahaz...after tt had Venture meeting wif the scouts at 'bout 7 and a half hrs ltr....
~Sat morning~ (again)
went for scouts....wif a brand new uniform....seriously looked smarter than the green shiet.....hahaz....after it all finish went home change then looked for meng to go peninsular.....get guitar la.....randall came along.....had a few laughs.....
feel sad abit lorz...185 bucks down the drain..but still.....hahaz....
~wanna noe about my freakin useless philosophy on life and how it's a real bitch to me?~
~after this part.....if u wanna waste braincells by readin' my no-life shit...go ahead..if not...juz click on ur home button~
~here we go...no turnin' bck now...~
let me first start off that i'm a freakin caring-less person hu cldn't care less bout anything cept' me family and myself...if u ask my close frenz.....they will all tell u the same goddam thing...i'm as cold as ice..i wldn't lend u money even if u were goin to get beaten up.....nor wld i give you a helpin hand unless i benefited.....sounds farked up?.....guess wad.....tt's juz me....i had yet to see a person hu thought otherwise abt me.....
but recently i hav been doin sum soul-searchin'......perhaps.....it's time fer a change.....by doin this, i'm doin more harm to me than to anyone else....i shut myself from the light to retreat to the darkness......~cold solitude~..i've been tt way as long as i noe.....my problems aren't anyone elses.....
To: her~
i'm sori.....the past few weeks...i've been rather cold and distant....i'm probably not the best person to look for a chat but... i try to do my best....for you....i may not be the sweetest nor the romantist like other guys around...but i'm trying to do wad i can.....haiz~..looks like we hav nuthin in common yea?.....like total opposites are the star signs of pieces and virgo.....(Water and Earth....)
hehz.....doesn't sound like me eh?.....so much for soul-searchin....maybe i'm withdrawn and quiet b'cos...if anything were to happen between us (not tt i'm sayin anythnigs gonna happen).....i'm afraid it might turn out for the worst...it's our last yr in sch......the o' lvls are drawin nearer than ever......i dun wan to be a hindrance......all this i wish to say...face to face.....but i can't....sori if u feel i'm pushin u away.....i want to be close.......but i wun allow myself to do so.......
~if onli....she was readin this....hehz.........but still, sincerity is the most when eye contact is involved..yea?~
~End~
Desires of R3aL_Em0tioNanyways..it's a sunday night....2ml schooling wif chem test under way.....but juz to recap from fri...
After sch..i went to beach road to get my uniform completed by getting the shirt and beret.....cost me a bluddy 35 bucks....hahaz..no matter...at least it looks better than the green crap.....after tt went home to sew on the badges.....knn....can see the pricks on my fingers.....uniform a bit bloody..hahaz...summore it is white......but can wash la...
Was gonna meet the gang ltr at 6.15 to catch the 7pm show for Constantine since everyone wan to go home early...but as usual everyone dbl time so hav ta watch the 9:45 show...but b4 tt..everyone went to makan and arcade.....wun go much to details......the show was cool.....however i think i wld rather like the constantine tt was british like the comic it derived from ...." HELLBLAZER"...hahaz...not like the american counter-part played by keanu....
after movie was about midnite liaoz.....had to walk home even though had a few more buses we cld take....reach home about 1:20 am on sat morn..hahaz...after tt had Venture meeting wif the scouts at 'bout 7 and a half hrs ltr....
~Sat morning~ (again)
went for scouts....wif a brand new uniform....seriously looked smarter than the green shiet.....hahaz....after it all finish went home change then looked for meng to go peninsular.....get guitar la.....randall came along.....had a few laughs.....
feel sad abit lorz...185 bucks down the drain..but still.....hahaz....
~wanna noe about my freakin useless philosophy on life and how it's a real bitch to me?~
~after this part.....if u wanna waste braincells by readin' my no-life shit...go ahead..if not...juz click on ur home button~
~here we go...no turnin' bck now...~
let me first start off that i'm a freakin caring-less person hu cldn't care less bout anything cept' me family and myself...if u ask my close frenz.....they will all tell u the same goddam thing...i'm as cold as ice..i wldn't lend u money even if u were goin to get beaten up.....nor wld i give you a helpin hand unless i benefited.....sounds farked up?.....guess wad.....tt's juz me....i had yet to see a person hu thought otherwise abt me.....
but recently i hav been doin sum soul-searchin'......perhaps.....it's time fer a change.....by doin this, i'm doin more harm to me than to anyone else....i shut myself from the light to retreat to the darkness......~cold solitude~..i've been tt way as long as i noe.....my problems aren't anyone elses.....
To: her~
i'm sori.....the past few weeks...i've been rather cold and distant....i'm probably not the best person to look for a chat but... i try to do my best....for you....i may not be the sweetest nor the romantist like other guys around...but i'm trying to do wad i can.....haiz~..looks like we hav nuthin in common yea?.....like total opposites are the star signs of pieces and virgo.....(Water and Earth....)
hehz.....doesn't sound like me eh?.....so much for soul-searchin....maybe i'm withdrawn and quiet b'cos...if anything were to happen between us (not tt i'm sayin anythnigs gonna happen).....i'm afraid it might turn out for the worst...it's our last yr in sch......the o' lvls are drawin nearer than ever......i dun wan to be a hindrance......all this i wish to say...face to face.....but i can't....sori if u feel i'm pushin u away.....i want to be close.......but i wun allow myself to do so.......
~if onli....she was readin this....hehz.........but still, sincerity is the most when eye contact is involved..yea?~
~End~
~ 2/20/2005 10:20:00 PM ~
Monday, February 14, 2005
Another valentine's come and gone.......onwards to Total Defense!!!
~ 2/14/2005 10:38:00 PM ~
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Another valentine's come and gone.......onwards to Total Defense!!!
hahaz.....i thought i wld start this log on a happi note........well sorta.....though the day has been crappy shit from the starting...i think it mellowed out quite well....
like usual....woke up wif a crappy headache....4th day running......had to practically drag myself out of bed.....den slept on the floor for 10 mins....hahaz.....after tt went to sch.......
at sch.....crappy shit all the way.......study, test (english)..... den had to make V'day cards for ppl...hahaz..i tio taufiq....fun to make his one sia....can tampa decoration even aft. give him liaoz.....aft tt.....mother tongue.....a waste of one hr.....go library oso dunno do wad shit.......den physics.....farkin borin'.....truth be told...however..interesting to see how Mr. Azam tries to keep his boi in his pants.......ahahaz.....(i sld kena struck by lightning for this....touch wood la........)
den maths commen test..knn...confirm die until jia lat.....die 10x's over oso still can die.........after tt........gave her the bracelet.........about the time......things kinda happened fast...........felt kinda like a fool at the time.........but hey....if in the long run sumtin works out...wad the hell.......
had to go for the bloody powerpoint thing...........knn...waste my time...i nvr even pay oso.....haahz.....government money...hahaz.....but wad to do.....nvm la...after tt..went home la....nuthin to do sia.....on my com.....left it running.......den decided to msg her sort of a card sms.......now tt u think of it.....when the hell did i turn so......soft?.....i've been smoked once or twiced......normally...i wldn't think twice abt writing this things.............
cut to the chase......i was playing the riffs on my guitar damn hard.......all the farkin slow songs.......mix them here and there....like those ass of remixes u hear on radio......quite nice la.....onli for my ears...hahaz.....den my fone vibrate (left it on silent)......got a msg bck....saying she lyked the bracelet........still long way to go......many things hav to get organised if i wanna settle personal stuff....always stuck wif scouts...school and god noes wad........haiz.......hav'ta wake up soon.........taste the brew of the strong coffee.........deal wif farked up sec 4 shit.....till then....
~Cheers~
Desires of R3aL_Em0tioNlike usual....woke up wif a crappy headache....4th day running......had to practically drag myself out of bed.....den slept on the floor for 10 mins....hahaz.....after tt went to sch.......
at sch.....crappy shit all the way.......study, test (english)..... den had to make V'day cards for ppl...hahaz..i tio taufiq....fun to make his one sia....can tampa decoration even aft. give him liaoz.....aft tt.....mother tongue.....a waste of one hr.....go library oso dunno do wad shit.......den physics.....farkin borin'.....truth be told...however..interesting to see how Mr. Azam tries to keep his boi in his pants.......ahahaz.....(i sld kena struck by lightning for this....touch wood la....
den maths commen test..knn...confirm die until jia lat.....die 10x's over oso still can die.........after tt........gave her the bracelet.........about the time......things kinda happened fast...........felt kinda like a fool at the time.........but hey....if in the long run sumtin works out...wad the hell.......
had to go for the bloody powerpoint thing...........knn...waste my time...i nvr even pay oso.....haahz.....government money...hahaz.....but wad to do.....nvm la...after tt..went home la....nuthin to do sia.....on my com.....left it running.......den decided to msg her sort of a card sms.......now tt u think of it.....when the hell did i turn so......soft?.....i've been smoked once or twiced......normally...i wldn't think twice abt writing this things.............
cut to the chase......i was playing the riffs on my guitar damn hard.......all the farkin slow songs.......mix them here and there....like those ass of remixes u hear on radio......quite nice la.....onli for my ears...hahaz.....den my fone vibrate (left it on silent)......got a msg bck....saying she lyked the bracelet........still long way to go......many things hav to get organised if i wanna settle personal stuff....always stuck wif scouts...school and god noes wad........haiz.......hav'ta wake up soon.........taste the brew of the strong coffee.........deal wif farked up sec 4 shit.....till then....
~Cheers~
~ 2/14/2005 10:38:00 PM ~
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Yr of Rooster, Day 4
~ 2/12/2005 06:17:00 PM ~
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Yr of Rooster, Day 4
Okkz.....juz came bck from TM after settling some personal affairs...hahaz...anyways....i think i'm suppose to recap wad happened the past few days, especially BBQ, OBS.....alot of things i promise u la..but.....bo pian..lazy to rite..so juz read watever i give on my blog...
this morning wok up wif a bad cold...slight fever....my freakin body ached like mad....felt like death was at my bedside.....haiyo...so "dark"...nvm..make it sound more "bright"...
felt like sleeping the whole day to rest the body....but cannot la, need to go pasir ris park for Venture meeting aka play soccer....hahaz...so i cycle there la....cycle until like wan to die arh...no energy, summore use the jia pa lang bike....knn....can DIE!!! reach the spider-web liaoz go cycle cycle find ppl....so one by one all come den by 10+ hav enuf ppl play team....i go sit down rest...lazi to play....but u noe la...confirm sooner or ltr join wan.... so after awhile i go play...play until cannot tahan....go sit down....Game set and match....after tok cock abit all the ventures went home.
had prior engagement to go to.....Kek' hse....hav 11 days left mah..go collect more $$$$$$$$..........so go home bath, den got mel's msg to go his place....meeting pt (so called).....so went mel's hse.....by the time i got there.....kaoz.....cannot tahan liaoz.....the world spinning b4 my eyes......so went in....ask for panadol....then wait for the thing to take effect lorz......
(intermission..... need to go open door.....auntie lai liaoz.....hav $$$$ to collect)
went kek's hse after at bout 2+???......go there chit chat.....makan abit...collect angbao...chit chat then we go off liaoz.....went TM.....
go TM search for things la...hahaz....this one no need details.....go play arcade.....then one by one all run away.....Dog wif the PIglet......then Garfield, Xiaoye, Zhi yOng and Clare all dunno go where....after tt Meng need to go aunty place....so go home oso lorz...left Darren and yi song to go shopping for V'day....actualy juz Yi song la....darren got his stuff......
den at approx. half an hour before 6:40pm....i reach home, on com, showered cold shower......den here i am lorz...typing this sad piece of S*** on my com......
~EnD~
Desires of R3aL_Em0tioNthis morning wok up wif a bad cold...slight fever....my freakin body ached like mad....felt like death was at my bedside.....haiyo...so "dark"...nvm..make it sound more "bright"...
felt like sleeping the whole day to rest the body....but cannot la, need to go pasir ris park for Venture meeting aka play soccer....hahaz...so i cycle there la....cycle until like wan to die arh...no energy, summore use the jia pa lang bike....knn....can DIE!!! reach the spider-web liaoz go cycle cycle find ppl....so one by one all come den by 10+ hav enuf ppl play team....i go sit down rest...lazi to play....but u noe la...confirm sooner or ltr join wan.... so after awhile i go play...play until cannot tahan....go sit down....Game set and match....after tok cock abit all the ventures went home.
had prior engagement to go to.....Kek' hse....hav 11 days left mah..go collect more $$$$$$$$..........so go home bath, den got mel's msg to go his place....meeting pt (so called).....so went mel's hse.....by the time i got there.....kaoz.....cannot tahan liaoz.....the world spinning b4 my eyes......so went in....ask for panadol....then wait for the thing to take effect lorz......
(intermission..... need to go open door.....auntie lai liaoz.....hav $$$$ to collect)
went kek's hse after at bout 2+???......go there chit chat.....makan abit...collect angbao...chit chat then we go off liaoz.....went TM.....
go TM search for things la...hahaz....this one no need details.....go play arcade.....then one by one all run away.....Dog wif the PIglet......then Garfield, Xiaoye, Zhi yOng and Clare all dunno go where....after tt Meng need to go aunty place....so go home oso lorz...left Darren and yi song to go shopping for V'day....actualy juz Yi song la....darren got his stuff......
den at approx. half an hour before 6:40pm....i reach home, on com, showered cold shower......den here i am lorz...typing this sad piece of S*** on my com......
~EnD~
~ 2/12/2005 06:17:00 PM ~
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