Sunday, February 20, 2005
i've been thinking....
~ 2/20/2005 10:20:00 PM ~
i've been thinking....
hahaz......dunno whether can read the font or not...if not i edit lorz....
anyways..it's a sunday night....2ml schooling wif chem test under way.....but juz to recap from fri...
After sch..i went to beach road to get my uniform completed by getting the shirt and beret.....cost me a bluddy 35 bucks....hahaz..no matter...at least it looks better than the green crap.....after tt went home to sew on the badges.....knn....can see the pricks on my fingers.....uniform a bit bloody..hahaz...summore it is white......but can wash la...
Was gonna meet the gang ltr at 6.15 to catch the 7pm show for Constantine since everyone wan to go home early...but as usual everyone dbl time so hav ta watch the 9:45 show...but b4 tt..everyone went to makan and arcade.....wun go much to details......the show was cool.....however i think i wld rather like the constantine tt was british like the comic it derived from ...." HELLBLAZER"...hahaz...not like the american counter-part played by keanu....
after movie was about midnite liaoz.....had to walk home even though had a few more buses we cld take....reach home about 1:20 am on sat morn..hahaz...after tt had Venture meeting wif the scouts at 'bout 7 and a half hrs ltr....
~Sat morning~ (again)
went for scouts....wif a brand new uniform....seriously looked smarter than the green shiet.....hahaz....after it all finish went home change then looked for meng to go peninsular.....get guitar la.....randall came along.....had a few laughs.....
feel sad abit lorz...185 bucks down the drain..but still.....hahaz....
~wanna noe about my freakin useless philosophy on life and how it's a real bitch to me?~
~after this part.....if u wanna waste braincells by readin' my no-life shit...go ahead..if not...juz click on ur home button~
~here we go...no turnin' bck now...~
let me first start off that i'm a freakin caring-less person hu cldn't care less bout anything cept' me family and myself...if u ask my close frenz.....they will all tell u the same goddam thing...i'm as cold as ice..i wldn't lend u money even if u were goin to get beaten up.....nor wld i give you a helpin hand unless i benefited.....sounds farked up?.....guess wad.....tt's juz me....i had yet to see a person hu thought otherwise abt me.....
but recently i hav been doin sum soul-searchin'......perhaps.....it's time fer a change.....by doin this, i'm doin more harm to me than to anyone else....i shut myself from the light to retreat to the darkness......~cold solitude~..i've been tt way as long as i noe.....my problems aren't anyone elses.....
To: her~
i'm sori.....the past few weeks...i've been rather cold and distant....i'm probably not the best person to look for a chat but... i try to do my best....for you....i may not be the sweetest nor the romantist like other guys around...but i'm trying to do wad i can.....haiz~..looks like we hav nuthin in common yea?.....like total opposites are the star signs of pieces and virgo.....(Water and Earth....)
hehz.....doesn't sound like me eh?.....so much for soul-searchin....maybe i'm withdrawn and quiet b'cos...if anything were to happen between us (not tt i'm sayin anythnigs gonna happen).....i'm afraid it might turn out for the worst...it's our last yr in sch......the o' lvls are drawin nearer than ever......i dun wan to be a hindrance......all this i wish to say...face to face.....but i can't....sori if u feel i'm pushin u away.....i want to be close.......but i wun allow myself to do so.......
~if onli....she was readin this....hehz.........but still, sincerity is the most when eye contact is involved..yea?~
~End~
Desires of R3aL_Em0tioNanyways..it's a sunday night....2ml schooling wif chem test under way.....but juz to recap from fri...
After sch..i went to beach road to get my uniform completed by getting the shirt and beret.....cost me a bluddy 35 bucks....hahaz..no matter...at least it looks better than the green crap.....after tt went home to sew on the badges.....knn....can see the pricks on my fingers.....uniform a bit bloody..hahaz...summore it is white......but can wash la...
Was gonna meet the gang ltr at 6.15 to catch the 7pm show for Constantine since everyone wan to go home early...but as usual everyone dbl time so hav ta watch the 9:45 show...but b4 tt..everyone went to makan and arcade.....wun go much to details......the show was cool.....however i think i wld rather like the constantine tt was british like the comic it derived from ...." HELLBLAZER"...hahaz...not like the american counter-part played by keanu....
after movie was about midnite liaoz.....had to walk home even though had a few more buses we cld take....reach home about 1:20 am on sat morn..hahaz...after tt had Venture meeting wif the scouts at 'bout 7 and a half hrs ltr....
~Sat morning~ (again)
went for scouts....wif a brand new uniform....seriously looked smarter than the green shiet.....hahaz....after it all finish went home change then looked for meng to go peninsular.....get guitar la.....randall came along.....had a few laughs.....
feel sad abit lorz...185 bucks down the drain..but still.....hahaz....
~wanna noe about my freakin useless philosophy on life and how it's a real bitch to me?~
~after this part.....if u wanna waste braincells by readin' my no-life shit...go ahead..if not...juz click on ur home button~
~here we go...no turnin' bck now...~
let me first start off that i'm a freakin caring-less person hu cldn't care less bout anything cept' me family and myself...if u ask my close frenz.....they will all tell u the same goddam thing...i'm as cold as ice..i wldn't lend u money even if u were goin to get beaten up.....nor wld i give you a helpin hand unless i benefited.....sounds farked up?.....guess wad.....tt's juz me....i had yet to see a person hu thought otherwise abt me.....
but recently i hav been doin sum soul-searchin'......perhaps.....it's time fer a change.....by doin this, i'm doin more harm to me than to anyone else....i shut myself from the light to retreat to the darkness......~cold solitude~..i've been tt way as long as i noe.....my problems aren't anyone elses.....
To: her~
i'm sori.....the past few weeks...i've been rather cold and distant....i'm probably not the best person to look for a chat but... i try to do my best....for you....i may not be the sweetest nor the romantist like other guys around...but i'm trying to do wad i can.....haiz~..looks like we hav nuthin in common yea?.....like total opposites are the star signs of pieces and virgo.....(Water and Earth....)
hehz.....doesn't sound like me eh?.....so much for soul-searchin....maybe i'm withdrawn and quiet b'cos...if anything were to happen between us (not tt i'm sayin anythnigs gonna happen).....i'm afraid it might turn out for the worst...it's our last yr in sch......the o' lvls are drawin nearer than ever......i dun wan to be a hindrance......all this i wish to say...face to face.....but i can't....sori if u feel i'm pushin u away.....i want to be close.......but i wun allow myself to do so.......
~if onli....she was readin this....hehz.........but still, sincerity is the most when eye contact is involved..yea?~
~End~
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