ello...it has come to my attention that there are people actually WILLING to read my blog. i'm so touched....sob. so i'll humour them.

Well nothing much has changed since the last time i posted an entry. except the fact that i am 'sadly' officially fit to excersise once again. I think we all know what excersise is to me don't we? Then again, that means taking P.E once again. Sad.
Shall i move on to teachers day? i believe i will haha. Met Mrs Dawn Wee on the way home one day with Zach. Had a heart chat with her. Found out that the Pasir Ris pri ends celebration i nthe afternoon. best if we arrived before 1230 pm. Hmmm....parkour in the alma mater. Nah..shall not pollute the minds of the young and bright future of Singapore.Would be nice to meet old friends. Especially...ahem...HaxX...i'm sooo....something.

Speaking of parkour, sorry, Le Parkour. Juz came back bout an hour ago from a run with taufiq. My legs are tired. my back is kind of aching, and my wrist hasn't fully healed from god noes how i 'sprained' it. Never stretch, nver did warm-ups. i asking for death arh. HaX. Oh Well, at least managed to do some stuff i was dying to try out. Apparently seems i haven't lost my touch. All you need is confidence. Taufiq seems to get the hang of things very fast. bravo.
Tips: landing- tuck in legs to the chest; land on balls of the feet; try to distribute the weight on both feet AND hands; alternative is to go into a PK roll.
PK roll- land on back of shoulder and roll diagonally across to the hips; PK roll is VERY impt in saving your knees and avoid scrapes on the hands. ^_^
Balance- Balance is impt. Nuff' said.
Wall Hikes/Wall Pass- Many new traceurs seem to forget that getting up walls are also as impt as getting down from them. Practise, practise, practise.
Vaults- Nuff said. i only mainly use the 1-handed, 2-handed, saut de chat, turn vault etc.
Thats all for all i know.

P.S: anyone would like to make a suggestion where the next cycling trip will be to?. comment on tag. ^_^

P.P.S: the feelings i have for you are indescribable...i'd be a bloody hypocrite if i tried. Shutting up now =P

okkz... so its not so much of happy hour...maybe just four guys taking a break. Went to cycle around Pasir Ris park to Downtown East...Eat..chat..home? Not as adventurous as i expected but it kicks the boredom out of things. Maybe if Mel isn't being 'kidnapped' next week we might be able to do more stuff yea? haX.

Kinda sad though...bad idea to do an outing to someplace like Changi Village if the day itself earlier was...not so good. Maybe next week then.

Sian, and getting sian-er by the minute. just finished english orals yesterday and i'm beginning to doubt myself. There are things i could have added on..but the examiners never prompt me..soooo...yea. Weird though the examiner in red....very....*_*... it was better that i focused on the examiner in the tudung. haX. the one in red arh...O_O. dun dare face her...dun tell u why...wahahaha. All in all...its okkz i guess.

My condolences to those unhappy with their O' level Chinese results. But look on the brightside...there's still the Nov paper. What's paying abit more to obtain better grades when its a great chance coming by. Don't let yourself down by giving up a tremendous opportunity of greatness. Right, anyways, work hard, study hard, play hard =D. *wish i could say the same thing bout meself with the work hard, study hard...haxX.

Gonna sign off. nuthin much to say today i guess... c;ya

hmm. i wonder. the past week have been very 'lucky', 'blessed', 'un-damned'. shall i re-cap? I believe i bloody will i thank you. First well...good news basically, second found a year old red packet in m bag containing 50 bucks. Thirdly, saw Goh Chok Tong on Sat afternoon at Loyang Point. Thirdly, was never caught for unkempt hair for the whole week, not even a glance i think. Fourth, saw tay ping hui at Tampines mall today...lol..he couldn't find his bloody Merc. saw him go around in circles around the basement carpark. LAst but not least...got my new ZEN Nano Plus. Well...tt's basically it i guess. hope it carries on to next week...maybe..i shld take upon this bout of good luck to good use?... do i dare ask?.... o well...live and let live. Eng orals on thurs...aaarrgghh....must go prac. now.

~cheers...till next time.

yea! the 'one week' holiday have finally arrived, leaving me free to "enjoy" my free time to.... study. -_-'''. what else? Eng Orals. It's okay i guess. Since its english and all. =D
Anyways, juz did the freakin PoA paper this afternoon...paper was easy, juz that i didn't know what to do with it. It's that sickening feeling you get when you know the answer is really really easy yet you can't get the answer due to the lack of sufficient knowledge. You know what? It's NOT the lack of sufficient knowledge. You know it is easy because you KNOW the answer. It is just that you are unable to recall the answer, that is where constant revision is needed. I have long understood that concept, just started out late, so i will get it the next time.

Buddha once said:" there is no such thing as an impossible to solve problem, because to every problem, there is ALREADY a solution. that is why you know a problem can be solved." Think about it. =D

I also just recently came back from the airport, went there to take a little stroll. i was bored heck. Anyways, something about being in the airport makes me depressed. I can't figure out why. It irritates me the the core. Something must have happened there. I can't remember what. Could it be there i realised she would be the one or that it was also there i happened to also realize that maybe it wasn't meant to be...? Either way both scenarios haven't happened...i am contented...for now.We were also there to see Kevin off along with a few fellow classmates...but she stood out. She always did... i probably just wished not to notice. haX.. enough bout this man... =P

Nothing much to say now, just that... haiz...problems here and there. oh well, life goes on. haxX.

i think i did a post with the same title before. I'm not exactly sure when but mightas well put it as versions. =D
Anyways, tomorrow is the PoA practice exam. 'AAAARRHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!". Yepz, not tt i didn't study. Just tt i'm damn scared... what if suay suay shifted to Mdm Leow's class? issit? meh.
Not like Brian Cheong to get scared, not that i'm never scared, i'm just 'adaptable'...i guess. i like being scared...just not too much. Why in the world am i talking about fears anyways? If there's only one thing i am scared abt it would be.... t****g t* t**k *o *e*. I don't know why, maybe i'm just contemplating the worst to come. Besides what does not happen...will not happen. Cause and Effect.
National Day is around the corner and a freakin long break....gotta study. HaiX... life is sooo... screwy....haX.



~D3jeCtEd FiD3liTy~... haxX...eM0 name. =P

Where to start? I can think of many places but i think i will fast forward to the present then maybe along the way i can backtrack to a week or two earlier.
So National Day is around the corner...i'm looking forward to the nation's 40th birthday bash. It's kinda cool, knowing that Singapore has made it so far in such a short period of time. It may seem that every year's national day parade is the same old same old, but i think it's the atmosphere of joy and celebration that brings the people together.
there's also the thing of the 'one week' break we're getting...seems great if we were in sec 1 or 2, but in sec 4 there's no time to relax...not much anyways. then onli on August 11th, 2 days after National Day is our Eng O'level orals....crap. Gotta do well. =D

I've gotten through abit of slight maturing the past week..makes a person think when a storm's abrewing. But what is a guy to do but sail through it. I did...very shakily. Makes you think of parkour,"parkour is not only an isolated sport but could be used in life as well. Whatever obstacles you may face, either cross it or may you find a NEW path." I chose a new path, it worked, but as always i must return to the troubled path. To challenge myself...even if i am afraid. Afraid i might 'bail'. What if the 'obstacle' does not allow me to pass? What would i do then? 'Find a NEW path' if i must...den follow that path to the end.

Another thing to note on life.... you can't take it TOO seriously, or it's gonna kill you. Go at a steady pace, no rush, no fuss. I tihkn i've grown too accustomed to that. haX. then another to thing too note: '' Think about the future too much and you'll lose sight of the present.'' i guess i've been so afraid of the outcome of whatever things bad that may happen in the future that i've lost touch of the present.
What am i living for? I live for life by the day. 'It's the little things in life we take for granted''. i must always remember that.

guess i'm typing abit more than usual but... just to finish off. 'The choices in life is yours to make, should you make the wrong choice...never be afraid to change it...for it will hurt you more than it would hurt them.''

Whats on my mind the past few days:

'Do you care if i don't know what to say.
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me?
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay?
That there someone out there who feels just like me...
There is.'



A/N: Flame me for being 'quote-ish' if u must. =P

here's a new post....done.