Where to start? I can think of many places but i think i will fast forward to the present then maybe along the way i can backtrack to a week or two earlier.
So National Day is around the corner...i'm looking forward to the nation's 40th birthday bash. It's kinda cool, knowing that Singapore has made it so far in such a short period of time. It may seem that every year's national day parade is the same old same old, but i think it's the atmosphere of joy and celebration that brings the people together.
there's also the thing of the 'one week' break we're getting...seems great if we were in sec 1 or 2, but in sec 4 there's no time to relax...not much anyways. then onli on August 11th, 2 days after National Day is our Eng O'level orals....crap. Gotta do well. =D

I've gotten through abit of slight maturing the past week..makes a person think when a storm's abrewing. But what is a guy to do but sail through it. I did...very shakily. Makes you think of parkour,"parkour is not only an isolated sport but could be used in life as well. Whatever obstacles you may face, either cross it or may you find a NEW path." I chose a new path, it worked, but as always i must return to the troubled path. To challenge myself...even if i am afraid. Afraid i might 'bail'. What if the 'obstacle' does not allow me to pass? What would i do then? 'Find a NEW path' if i must...den follow that path to the end.

Another thing to note on life.... you can't take it TOO seriously, or it's gonna kill you. Go at a steady pace, no rush, no fuss. I tihkn i've grown too accustomed to that. haX. then another to thing too note: '' Think about the future too much and you'll lose sight of the present.'' i guess i've been so afraid of the outcome of whatever things bad that may happen in the future that i've lost touch of the present.
What am i living for? I live for life by the day. 'It's the little things in life we take for granted''. i must always remember that.

guess i'm typing abit more than usual but... just to finish off. 'The choices in life is yours to make, should you make the wrong choice...never be afraid to change it...for it will hurt you more than it would hurt them.''

Whats on my mind the past few days:

'Do you care if i don't know what to say.
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me?
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay?
That there someone out there who feels just like me...
There is.'



A/N: Flame me for being 'quote-ish' if u must. =P