Suddenly felt like blogging, so here i am.

Prelims have started as most of you who frequent this blog should know. So far, so good. But its only ONE practical. And there are more crap along the way. So far i'm keeping up to my schedule. the Science practical was okay, thanks to memory work of them notes. I guessed most of the conclusion although the observation was kind of sketchy. The physics was quite easy, hoping to get a good pass for science. =D

Then went bowling for two straight days, my money...bye bye *sob*. haX. I always wondered how i play, i play better when i'm not in 'competing mode'. or when play for another person to make him/her lose. hahaX.

I just can't forget parkour, its too heavily embedded into my mind. Every tissue, every muscle, every blood and sinew running thorugh my body wishes to juz run. Run free. Run from everything. Ever had that feeling where you could just run, run to forget. Kind of like Forrest Gump.

Disn't really mention the workings of last week did I? The gang and I went for the school's mid-autumm festival. Basketball group went to play basketball, so i decided to do some of my own training. Training involved being for the first time to perform a saut de chat long ways of a table, and dash too. After that cycled/ race on to school with meng and me in the front. Could say it was pretty much boring. Oops, when melvin read this better not get mad. haX. But it was downright, BORING. Did basically nothing but listen to karaoke. And see melvin and clarence eat *then throw-up on pomelo. Things didn't really heat up until close to the end of then night. There were problems, typical but was really unnecessary. Why? Because it's your classic case of best friend betrayal. Who need enemies when you have 'friends' like that. Was really damn pissed at that time, one person's problem to be shared among two or three people can blow up to a commotion thanks to UNNECESSARY people. I don't know who but for goodness sake. Unless they want you involved, there's no need to be an 'extra'. In the media you get measly lunch wages for that.

And because of that commotion, problems spread although minimally to others. See what being a jackass do to others? In a sense its spreading to me too, it poisons my mind, seeping through whatever crevice it can sink through. Its hard to keep focused. I remember i was close to a painful bail when she appeared in my mind, in mid-movement. You can already guess i lost focused and am now nursing a sore back silently, emotionlessly. Why? I ask myself. I laugh at the answers I give myself. There's a point in time i feel envy and disgust...disgust cause i envy...envy because i disgust. It's a never ending cycle.

Oh sweet angel of mercy, with your grace like the morning, wrap your loving arms around me.
Dear unfaithful I will teach you, to be stronger.
Dear ungraceful I will teach you, to forgive one another.
Dear unloving,I will love you.

A/N: Osiris going slightly emo. haX.