Hey guys and gals. JUst want to tell you all that osiris-reborn will be moving to its new blog add at http://osirisXIII.blogspot.com. Simple reason is because the old one was getting from bad to worse at its current state with me being busy and all to update. And i promise there will be no more "dead words". the layout and everytihng will stay the same... just the diff in web address *another simple reason is i'm too lazy to get a new skin. See ya' there!

I'll try to my utmost fullest to try and remember what happened exactly a month ago. Which was the first day or evening of filming seeing as I am typing this on a tuesday morning @ 1.19AM.

And and month and A day back was planning... nothing much cept we decided to go with the freakin love/emo/drama/channel 8(norally at 9 o'clock) type of story. And we got Farhan and "Princess"(yun ru) as out actor and actress..yay!!! -_-'''


29 November 2005 (filming day 1)

Went to esplanade after collecting the equipment.for got how we met...but we met. So after heading to the esplanade(outside) we decided to go to that freakin bridge(forgot wads it called but mediacorp keeps using it to show lovey dovey couples or someting....) then it started drizzling. Okay, no matter... we'll just wait. 5 mins later the drizzle stopped. so we began filming..not much done though...cause everything was really rushed...all of a sudden....


KABOOM! (thunder and lightning)

"oh crap...." i said to myself.

and it kept on raining and raining till 11 or something...we managed to sneak in a few reshoots...den it was close to midnite meaning we had to leave. lucky thing we managed to catch the last bus. went to tampines to change bus and then made our merry way home.

30 November 2005

went back to the esplanade...not sure what happened....forgot...o well.

A/N: i'll redo this post..i'm damn tired.lol

Apologies for making this post *exactly 3 weeks late. (yes i did count the dates.)

Allow me to give you the rundown of things before i begin.

1. i didn't spend over 100-200 dollars on my outfit. *roughly 40 bucks
2. the 40 bucks came from the shoes.
3. S$52 wasn't that worth..then again... ...hmmm...*contemplating*
4. Ho Yin still owes me 30 dollars.

Decided to take the train to Orchard with the malay boys and meng because i didn't want to spend on the express bus. *i hav a good reason why later*. So went to the station to see Shafique all nicely dressed and waiting. Second to that was Tiger. (went to get breathmints along the wait) then An all nicely dressed with his 200 dollar ensemble.

Had to wait a long time to see Syafi arrive in real snazzy "father- father" suit borrowed from his dad. if you idiots were wondering why he was late, well, it was because syafi was smart enough to cycle his biccle to a certain someone's house so that after the night was over he could retrieve the god-forsaken bicycle after sending that special someone home... *now everyone..lets awe together, 1...2...3... Awww...

met meng and taufiq along the way at tanah merah and we happily went to orchard.

*intermission*

We arrived at Orchard thinking we gonna be late. Actually we already were... sooo...wth. hre's the best part i like. We met zachary and gang who took the xpress bus. Now isn't lfe funny. we met at the same time while i get to save a few more dollars yea! these few saved dollars will prove itself useful at the end of the night.

so we entered to hotel to proceed to the ballroom. Hell yea!. Everyone was looking nice now ain't it?

*if u were expecting me to write complete details...go to hell. i ain't that free.* =D

(towards the end of the night)

a short video tribute by mr brian wee to us showed how we grew up and mature into the young adults we are today. many thanks to him using my geeky sec 1 photo. -_-

so close to the end of the whole thing. People were busy taking pictures and dancing away at the dance floor. i remember sitting down thinking of the whole bloody sva. We only had two weeks left. sheesh. so by the end of the night when everyone almost left i had to break the happy atmosphere that was set into everyone's gay little hearts to set them into a more serious mood. *referring to the SVA crew..thank you for your hardwork and dedication and no ill intentions for using the word gay...refering to estee lauder boy. LMAO*

So ends my tale of graduation night. 24 Nov 2005. next post will be off the SVA week/s.

*SPECIAL IN-POST*

You all heard of what happend on the 24...but as the clock fast approached to the 25th (12 am)... what happened next? GASP!

Well, it started out okay though. we were thinking of where to go after the whole thing...walk about the town at night. send the girls home, or at least see them off safe and sound or play pool. Few of us were hoping for option 2 naturally. but as fate would have it... or as murphy's law dictates: what can go wrong, will go wrong. And it bleeding did.

Nicely at the 7-11 were we buynig a few drinks to go. Then the four had to go home... well..me and An for one would be glad to see them home, buut someone close to syafi had her father send the four home, so wtheck. lets drown our sorrows in pool. Yes ah!

Now meng had told us that the pool room at the hard rock cafe was own the road of orchard...would take us a while..so the three of us, an , fiq and me decided to walk our way down to hardrock. Little did we know it was only a bloody 5 mins walk from the hotel, across the road. Once again, meng never failed to punk us.sigh... so the three musketeers walked down all the way to somerset.SOMERSET!!!! den had to take a bloody taxi to hard rock.

We played in that lonely little pool room from 1 plus to 3. Damn Class 95 for playing its "love songs" sigh...can't be helped i guess. so there i was...playing my game... alas' did my phone give a little jingle. It was a message from none other than her. O how sweet those moments were till we bid each other good night. then it was back to depression.

By three, the 3 of us were sick and tired of playing pool and decided to take a late supper at the mac's nearby. we then found a cab to take us home. by the time i reached home..it was about 4, i had to go to school the next day to plan the SVA storyline.

*hope you enjoyed my special in-post post*

ja neh (see ya'!)

and since my new friend insist on making her presence known...here's a little treat. *howeveri was hoping to mention her in posts to come.-_-*

JENNIFER.

happy now?

okay... take no heed of the title. So people are bugging me to update this blog of mine..which have been left untouched for gawd knows how long. So... ...HERE I AM!. Updating. You guys. And gals. About my pathetic life. riiight. So i've got to write updates on Grad night, SVA week and some other junk...so stay tuned to this blog yea?

Title says it all, this is officially the first post from a totally reborn machine. the soul is the same but the body is different.

Meet the MSI 915p P4 with HT 3.0Ghz Motherboard, Maxtor 80Gb HDD @ 7200rpm SATA, Nvidia Geforce 6600 PCI -E VGA card, X2 Twinmos 256mb (512mb) RAM. and at a low low cost of 1350.

Can't blame a guy to have bragging rights to a new machine. just cant wait to test on the games. Currently i am only letting it run through its paces by movies and songs.

On a second note, i am halfway through my papers, Geography, PoA and Sci P1 to go. GAAAH! Then i'm free. Graduation nite THEN i'm free. Free to roam the streets and stay at home sleep, play and rot in front of the computer. Then its the tiresome for the results. Oh Well, live fast, die young as i hear it.

HahaX, was so fixated on my new com i almost forgot about Le Parkour. HaX. I've decided to do personal training and stay away from the community because of issues they obviously have to work out. Lol. ISSUES...pffft. *power struggle more likely, so much for attitude free. -_-'''

Here i am again, mindlessly posting away when instead I should be at the study table, preparing for the final challenge that I am besieged with. No i will never surrender. Big words for such a person of small will. If so, would I dare face my challenges head on? Its obvious that i am not happy with my results, although i have made minor inprovements. Every where it is the same constant reminders, "There is only a month left to O levels, which means there is still time." Isn't it obvious there is still time? It is the matter of how one makes use of the time. Perhaps i started off a little too late. And now I am paying the price for procrastinating and adjourning my responsibilities. To myself especially, which is a shame.

I was having a discourse with one of my teachers after school. Although, I have been failing his class quite miserably, he has always been paient with me. Sometimes I wonder why I defy him. Whether it is intentional or not. He has been nothing but helpful although its not obvious, and when you really listen, there are many meaningful life lessons one may learn.

My prelims have got me thinking, if i have an average of a 6.4 msg from a 7.2, am i actually improving? No. I'm suppose to hit 3.4 as my msg. which means i have to really cram for the O levels. Constantly reminding myself, there is time to play when all this is over. I just have to settle for "pleasure" depravation for two months. Sure i can hold out? Can't I?

Plus once i hold out, the next 6 months will be nothing but packed with projects that are long overdue. SVA, SSC, VentureHood. Work. But most of all it is the SVA that i look forward to the most. For the past two weeks, nothing but this has been on my mind. To be able to grasp that perfect idea/ story and turn it into moving art.

However, the only flaw to this great idea is how am i going to find a freaking female lead, and the male lead to go along with it. Surely I am able to find a photogenic couple? With the stuff I have planned out, its best if i find those who are willing and most of all, mature enough to work professionally. This applies to the rest too. As much as i would like to have the team enjoy themselves on this project, I would like to make a clear statement that I do not tolerate slackers. As much as I am one myself. I do know the fine line between work and play. Although I like it better that the two are merged. *Nothing but contradictory sentences* haX.

Got to go rest now, tommorow is still a school day.

~Love that certain someone still, maybe even more. However, now is not the time for this.~

Suddenly felt like blogging, so here i am.

Prelims have started as most of you who frequent this blog should know. So far, so good. But its only ONE practical. And there are more crap along the way. So far i'm keeping up to my schedule. the Science practical was okay, thanks to memory work of them notes. I guessed most of the conclusion although the observation was kind of sketchy. The physics was quite easy, hoping to get a good pass for science. =D

Then went bowling for two straight days, my money...bye bye *sob*. haX. I always wondered how i play, i play better when i'm not in 'competing mode'. or when play for another person to make him/her lose. hahaX.

I just can't forget parkour, its too heavily embedded into my mind. Every tissue, every muscle, every blood and sinew running thorugh my body wishes to juz run. Run free. Run from everything. Ever had that feeling where you could just run, run to forget. Kind of like Forrest Gump.

Disn't really mention the workings of last week did I? The gang and I went for the school's mid-autumm festival. Basketball group went to play basketball, so i decided to do some of my own training. Training involved being for the first time to perform a saut de chat long ways of a table, and dash too. After that cycled/ race on to school with meng and me in the front. Could say it was pretty much boring. Oops, when melvin read this better not get mad. haX. But it was downright, BORING. Did basically nothing but listen to karaoke. And see melvin and clarence eat *then throw-up on pomelo. Things didn't really heat up until close to the end of then night. There were problems, typical but was really unnecessary. Why? Because it's your classic case of best friend betrayal. Who need enemies when you have 'friends' like that. Was really damn pissed at that time, one person's problem to be shared among two or three people can blow up to a commotion thanks to UNNECESSARY people. I don't know who but for goodness sake. Unless they want you involved, there's no need to be an 'extra'. In the media you get measly lunch wages for that.

And because of that commotion, problems spread although minimally to others. See what being a jackass do to others? In a sense its spreading to me too, it poisons my mind, seeping through whatever crevice it can sink through. Its hard to keep focused. I remember i was close to a painful bail when she appeared in my mind, in mid-movement. You can already guess i lost focused and am now nursing a sore back silently, emotionlessly. Why? I ask myself. I laugh at the answers I give myself. There's a point in time i feel envy and disgust...disgust cause i envy...envy because i disgust. It's a never ending cycle.

Oh sweet angel of mercy, with your grace like the morning, wrap your loving arms around me.
Dear unfaithful I will teach you, to be stronger.
Dear ungraceful I will teach you, to forgive one another.
Dear unloving,I will love you.

A/N: Osiris going slightly emo. haX.

Okkz... Went to jam at ECP (estate) today with Alimoon. Its hard to describe... A gathering of like-minded people just doing parkour. *and tricking*. Jamming with experienced traceurs have their advantages, they monitor your movements and help you to work on them, improving.

Dash, Saut de Chat, Passe Muraille, Reverse, Roulade. All these done in a day...freakin cool.

Alimoon and his high cut shoes.
Ever seen a traceur in high cuts...never. lol...but apparently he learns fast? Very nice.

Wes was like showing how to do a pass muraille. You get this feeling of confidence when you see others do it. Because it is possible. You just have to learn HOW. Learn it, Do it, improve on it. =D

Went to mac's for dinner. tt's all. bye.

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